All this pain …

Why I’m so certain that I know what’s best for everyone? Maybe I should slip aside and let the world just mutilate itself, including myself.

اینگونه

بزرگ شدنم را،
مدیون غروب‌های جمعه‌ای هستم
که به تنهایی گذرانده‌ام؛
حس وحی دارد
..

کنون

ز آنچه روزی در پی اش میرفتم

اکنون میگریزم

من بدان حالت رسیدستم که

با خود می ستیزم

 

نیما یوشیج

Change is inevitable.

This blog being listed under my name leaves nothing more than professional posts, rather than what I usually did in my previous blogs (no links, sorry!) and since I’m mostly zombified most of the time, leaves this place, empty. And that’s not what I like.

Since I quited “face of that b00k”, I’m having more time and will post here more often, probably, and will try to post stuff here that matter to me rather than just technical stuff but I can’t be as explicit as I like, due to the fact I just talked about, d’oh.

So kids, what we will talk about here is change.

My first film edit etude, “Remember”.

You can download one of my first tests on film edit ( download it (5MiB) / stream it ).

I limited myself to some rush videos that I had lying around and forced myself to create a short movie with a story from it. It’s all recorded via my cell phone.

I’m experiencing until the day me and my friend, Ehssan, will go to capture the actual footage so I’ll be ready for editing.

-Stay tuned.

It is always a fight.

Everywhere I look I see problems, whether inside or outside. Everywhere I go I’m unwelcome, every face I face I feel hated, every step I take I feel the rotten net waiting for me, every character I type to code, I face billions of bugs and crashes, every click I do with my mouse, I face BSOD, every light I see at end of the tunnel is just a freight train coming, every moment my loved ones get one step closer to death, every second I get closer to the due of IRGF, first Persian competition of computer video games, hosted by IRCG.

but …  nothing can stop me.